Anxiety. (The undone...)

I'm so anxious. I hope I get the job. I want to get the job. I need to get the job.
And now here I am, writing my very first CV in my life, and I just don't know what to write. Actually, the CV itself wouldn't cause any problems (except for some dates... I just can't remember when I was working), but th covering letter might. Oh, and my previous boss said that he won't have time to write my recommendation, so I should write it and he will sign it.
Great.
As if I've ever seen one.

And now, something completely different.

This galery is simply awesome. She's just too good with painting.

Baah. What should I write?! How the hell should I know how a recommendation looks like?!